Totally and entirely. And I know it’s too early, and I can find plenty of successful pregnancy stories with low initial betas. I can also find the occasional ectopic (though those actually seem to start even lower than mine…. 30 at 17 dpo not 14 dpo.). I haven’t had ANY bleeding and the cramping I’m having is central, not side-specific.
Oh please oh please, little speck, just be a late bloomer. Be in the right spot, and chugging along properly now.
I’m dying, because I can’t find anywhere I can get my blood drawn tomorrow, so I have to wait 72 hours between betas.
I’m dying because we are meant to fly on Friday, and that’s not going to happen unless this is clearly and obviously fine (and it might not be possible to know by then).
I’m dying because I’m in a dichotomy where either
1) everything I’ve been working and hoping for these past two years is happening
2) I’m in a life-threatening medical situation
That sucks, you guys. Cross your fingers for me.