absences

I have much to say, and yet, today I have no words.  My heart is back in Canada, with family.  Wishing I could hug my sister and her husband and my nephew, this most precious family of three who might have, in another world, become a family of four today.

It is my grief and it isn’t.  I understand it better now, in as much as this kind of loss, anchored in timelines and thus ever resurfacing, can ever be understood.

Sending love.  Wishing, again, that love transmuted better electronically, as I am feeling, again, far away.

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