You know what? This wasn’t what I wanted, and it certainly wasn’t what I expected from Sunday’s report. I still don’t know what this means for the future (this cycle or otherwise). Transferring today means I’m going to skip the incredibly busy and exciting conference I was going to tomorrow in favor of just taking it seriously easy, which feels like salt in the wound.
But Pea is proud of our two little embryos. They are pretty photogenic – I’ll post ’em tomorrow. He’s a little disappointed, but he’s confused as to why I am so sad.
But. Right now I am pregnant until proven otherwise, and that, my friends, is closer than I have been in seven months.
I’m not happy, but damned if I will be as sad as I want to be about this. We transferred some embryos. We’re still in this.