Beta came back at 140, an increase of 60% over 72 hours.
So once again, this is not viable. Once again I am in the position where my best case scenario is that this number is dropping, the opposite of what I wished for even an hour ago.
The bleeding, and the slow rise have me worried it is ectopic. I go back for a third beta on Wednesday.
Officially RPL. What fun to have a new badge to attach to my infertility sash.
I am so sad. and I am FURIOUS. But mostly I am so so sad.
And I am at work, and have to go have cake (that I bought) for a colleague’s birthday. Maybe no one will notice a wavering smile.